Wishes

I miss my Dad. I wish you wouldn't have gotten sick and I wish you wouldn't have died. I wish you were here to take care of Mom. I wish I knew what to do for her. I wish my eyes weren't baggy like yours were. I wish I was better at not spending money like you were. I wish I knew what to do and how to do it. I wish I had a mate to go through life with. I wish I was skinny and didn't have to try so hard not to be fat. I wish I was really athletic. I wish my cute little dog wasn't so scared of everything and every noise and I wish my other 2 shih tzu's never fought. I wish utmost happiness for my daughter, whatever that means for her, and I wish she will never feel bad about herself. But mostly I wish my Dad didn't get so sick so fast and die. I wish he was still here and healthy. Those are many of my wishes.