Tired

I'm so tired all the time.  I'm tired of being so tired.  I don't think you're supposed to be as tired as I am.  So the comment is, "well you must be depressed".  No I'm not, am i sad sometimes, yes, am I happy most the time, yes, do I have feelings of hopelessness, no.  I tried the Prozac, didn't help cause I'm not depressed.  And I'm in no way dissing anyone who needs depression medicine, I know it is a real symptom and many need the help.  Sometimes I wish it would have worked for me.  I want to do so much, but I'm too damn tired and mostly feel like I'm trudging through mud, not to mention foggy brain.  I have dragon ass, cause I drag my ass thru the day everyday.  I'm pretty sure I know the reason, I don't sleep thru the night and haven't for years, like 20 of them.  Many reasons, hands fall asleep, hip falls asleep, need to roll over, dogs, and then the awake for no reason reason.  It's momentary and I'm back asleep, but none the less, I wake at least 4 to5 times a night, every single solitary night.  So go get a sleep study done.  I have tried but for some reason, it has never worked out.  Guess I should really force the issue but I'm just too tired.  Plus it seems doctors don't take me seriously.  For instance, I had a torn rotator cuff, but was told it was not and I just needed minor surgery to fix a bone spur and arthritis.  When he did the surgery (and he was supposedly a top notch doc who never diagnoses anyone wrong as told to me by his PA) I had a stage III tear, there are only 4 stages as I understand it.  His PA never apologized for making me feel stupid for questioning the doc diagnosis.  Anyway he did a bang up job, my shoulder is better than before and I have better range of motion in the surgery shoulder than the non.  But my point is, I told him something major was wrong in there and they said no.  I had the same thing happen when I tore my ACL.  No it's just stretched.  Wrong it was torn clear through.  3 surgeries later and it is still fucked up!  My point is for some reason I can't get my point across and everytime I go to a doc about how GD tired I am all the time, they can't clinically find anything so they say I must be depressed, but the medicine never helps.  So they are wrong and one day I'm going to force a sleep study so I can get the help I need and not drag my ass thru every day.  Got if off my chest, done bitching for now.