Here we go again.

I'm back at it again.  I'm doing this program/contest to lose weight.  I need to drop an additional 30 to 35 lbs.  I think I can drop at least another 25, which is close enough.  But I really want to kick ass and I mean kick ass, not just to drop the weight, but to win.  I will win a year membership at the rec center I go to and that will be great!  But kicking everyone's ass at the weigh in will be the ultimate win.  There are some arrogant people in the contest, not sure what brings that out in people when they are losing weight, but it does.  So now you're thinking, ya what about you, aren't you being arrogant.  No, I'm not, I just want to win, but I don't think I'm better than someone else just because I am dropping the lbs.  That's the difference.   There's this snideness that comes out in people.  I am actually genuinely happy for people when they drop lbs and get healthier, really I am, but when they act smug or pompous about it, then I don't like them so much.  Still happy for their weight loss, I know the struggle well, but don't care for them or that attitude.  Feels good to vent again.  Hello again This Gals Random Thoughts.  I might be back for good.